The Eskeratz Clock
The clock in the eskeratz began expressing opinions about time long before I understood what was happening. At first I thought it was drifting, a battery issue, or one of those quiet mechanical sulks clocks fall into when the weather changes. But no. It was deliberate. The clock preferred late mornings, disliked evenings, and refused to acknowledge anything before 08:30am. I didn’t mind the eccentricity, except that the eskeratz is a socially significant room. It is where impressions settle first, like dust that has made up its mind, a prelude to the tiny orchestrations the house will make, as it decides what it thinks of you. Visitors notice things there. They form impressions. And a clock that insists it is 11:12 when the rest of the house is at 09:48 can make a visitor feel they’ve stepped into a different jurisdiction.
So I decided to negotiate. I explained, politely, because one should always be polite when addressing objects with emerging agency, that I needed the clock to behave conventionally while I was at home. The eskeratz has its own rhythms, and those rhythms depend on shared time. The clock ticked once, in what I interpreted as a willingness to discuss terms. We arrived at a solution: it could keep whatever time it liked while I was on holiday, provided it made a sincere effort to behave during ordinary weeks. A win‑win arrangement, my first real experience of the genre.
Only after this agreement did I think to revisit the clock’s origins. It had been a gift from the Franklin Covey Institute, no explanation beyond a note thanking me for “my ongoing service as an Ambassador for Unfinished Questions” and an enquiry as to whether I would like the hour divided into 15 or 30 minute units. I still don’t know what that means, but since the question remains unfinished it seems entirely in sympathy with my role as ambassador.
In the end, the arrangement didn’t hold perfectly. The clock behaved most days, misbehaved on others, and expressed strong opinions on Sundays. The wall remained inscrutable throughout.
But I realised, slowly, and only after a few weeks of watching it try and fail and try again, that the negotiation had given me something better than compliance. It had shown me the value of negative results. Not everything that refuses to work the way you want is a problem. Sometimes it’s information. Sometimes it’s character. Sometimes it’s just an unfinished question doing its best. And in the eskeratz, where visitors come to form their quiet impressions, I’ve found that a clock with a mind of its own says something honest about the house: we keep time as well as we can, and when we can’t, we learn from the gap.
✒️ Sigi